Bruised

years and years

have passed

since the days of tummy butterflies 

and the embarrassed pink of cheeks

carefree giggles and knees bruised from falling into each other

now

every month

a reminder

of a stomach that curls in more ways than unpleasantly

clawing and desperate

drip drip drip, the mother of restless nights

a system filled with more caffeine than blood

because maybe then it will finally fucking stop

and leave this frail animal of a body alone

with it’s raw skin that sits awkwardly on jutting skeleton

five o’clock shadow sunken deep with the weight of a confused heart

sore ankles, so fragile

how are you expected to support this heaviness of existing?

just an inhale could create a crack in the wet sand

soaked with tears of monochromed colours

once the blues reds yellows purples of the playground down the street

a pretty sandcastle bathed in sun

now washed away by an ever-growing tide

that doesn’t ever wait 

for bruised feet to catch up

 

Written by Ivy Feng and edited by Jessica Dai. Published on 27/8/23. Header image by Cindy Zhang.

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